Do not Panic and Know Where Your Towel is.

Confession: Its been seven weeks since I underwent the surgery and now have kidney #5 floating around in my abdomen. And yet, around 9:30 every evening,  a sense of panic rolls over me still:  I haven't set up my dialysis machine yet!

Then I remember that I've had the transplant. Ten plus years of nightly dialysis routinizes a person.